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Letting Go of Perfection and Dealing with Reality–Illumination Guest: Aukelien van Abbema

Hi Friends!

Aukelien van Abbema is someone who, unfortunately, I haven’t been able to meet. We do have mutual friends and similar hearts about relationships. The only difference is I’m in Portland, and she’s in Holland.

Should you find yourself in Holland and want to talk relationships, look up Aukelien. Should you just want to bike around and pick tulips, well I think she could help you out with that, too.

From my heart,

Joy

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Letting Go Of Perfection And Dealing With Reality

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Letting Go of Perfection and Dealing with Reality

By: Aukelien van Abbema

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Suddenly, I had my light bulb moment.

That feeling I was feeling for days now, that nagging, heavy, depressed feeling, was something I never had expected to feel now–not anymore–but as I recognized it, it ceased to have a grip on me.

I have never been the happiest single alive. That is exactly why, in the summer of 2009, I started a dating course called ‘The Sense and Non-Sense About Dating‘ in my church, Crossroads  International Church, in Amsterdam, The Netherlands. What I noticed was that there were many singles out there who were somewhere hidden deep inside, or more openly, very unhappy with being single. But none of them were dating–at least not actively in church.

Now, a word about dating.

Not that you need it, because that is what I absolutely love about Joy’s website–how she redefines ‘dating,’ just as we did in our church. It was such a feast of recognition to read her website. There was someone, just like me, but on the other side of a huge ocean, who was passionate to help people date in a healthy God-centered way!

I firmly believe people who learn how to date healthily will have acquired skills to do marriage healthily.

Healthy dating is what we teach in the dating course, and healthy dating is what made me a much happier single–but I always kept a strong, mostly aching, deep longing to be married and belong to someone. I used to wake up in panic, at least three times a week, thinking ‘but I am still alone and that will NEVER change!’

Then, this summer, right before Joy asked me to write a blog for Love and Respect Now, I met the most considerate, reliable and caring guy I ever dated.

So now, here I am. This self-proclaimed ‘single and looking for a husband,’ dating course teacher or ‘dating guru’ has found herself a boyfriend.

I have come to the shocking, though obvious conclusion, that being in a relationship doesn’t always make you extraordinarily happy.

I know, I never wanted anyone dating to tell me that when I was single.

Even though we do a ‘Marriage Myths Busted’ session in our dating course, I still somehow cherished the dream of a perfect guy (and with that, a perfect relationship and of course, a perfect me).

When referring to being in a relationship, Les and Leslie Parrott, writers of the beautiful book ‘Saving Your Marriage Before It Starts,’ say that it’s “just a way to do life.”* It’s mainly a choice.

Even though I do prefer being in a relationship over being single, this was the nagging feeling I felt. That it’s not perfect–that it will never be perfect.

I guess I’m just taking another step in letting go of my need for perfection–a process started long ago when I was still single. Being a single perfectionist is choosing to cling to the dating fantasies–the ‘what-if’s’ and the ‘I wonder who will be my soul-mate’ thoughts– and sticking to the Hollywood myth of finding ‘The One’ (to insist on living happily ever after). And yes, letting go of all of that CAN be depressing because now  you have to deal with reality.

Truth is, it’s not reality that disappoints us. It’s our sky-high and unrealistic expectations of it.

God has brought me so many light bulb moments over these past years through dating. He has already helped me learn to let go of my need of control over my agenda, time and energy as I was dating. He has shown me the reality of relating to guys, the beauty of my happy single life over an unhappy relationship and how to go to friends, family and most frequent, to Him to find my real needs fulfilled.

And…He has taught me to stop looking for Mr. Right.

But in the end, I was still quietly hoping for a fairytale and nothing on this side of heaven can truly satisfy any of us, which is a good thing. We always keep longing for more, because that is how God wired us.**

He just asks of us not to look for perfection here, on earth–that is what made me sigh of relief this morning. It doesn’t have to be perfect. I don’t have to be perfect and my relationship doesn’t have to be perfect–God already is.

He has everything under control and the best IS yet to come, the fairytale ending is promised–just not here, not now, not in this world.

That realization makes me feel so much lighter.


*A couple other books on the topic are Dr. Henry Cloud’s ‘How to get a date worth keeping,’ or Tim Keller’s ‘Meaning of Marriage.’
**Or, as C.S. Lewis puts it: “If I find in myself desires which nothing in this world can satisfy, the only logical explanation is that I was made for another world” (Mere Christianity).

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Aukelien van Abbema is the author of ‘Single in de kerk’ (Single in Church), ‘Zinvol daten‘ (Meaningful Dating) and ‘Eenzaamheid‘ (Loneliness). She is the owner of www.dezinenonzinvandaten.nl and has a privately held practice as a licensed Psychologist. She has studied both Psychology and Christian Philosophy in Amsterdam and is about to celebrate her first year of marriage with her husband in August. Aukelien developed a dating course called Sense and Non-Sense About Dating in her church using Henry Cloud’s ‘How to get a date worth keeping.’ In this course, she teaches about God, dating, personal issues, being connected to friends and family and the do’s and don’ts of dating itself. This course has served over 200 people–leading singles who report to be more aware of their own responsibilities in dating, happier about singleness and have the ability to stick to healthy boundaries. In two years time, the course has led to the start of over 40 relationships and more than 15 marriages. 

Check out her website HERE. Follow her on Twitter HERE. Add her on Facebook HERE.

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    • MJ (@FMUniversity) thinks...

      Love your story, Aukelien!! Will be sharing this post with the Future Marriage University (FMU) community at https://www.facebook.com/FMUniversity.

      Main truth I want to echo: it’s not reality that disappoints us. It’s our sky-high and unrealistic expectations of it.

      ABSOLUTELY RIGHT! And ironically, this week’s FMU Date Night Advice (DNA) is on the danger of those wrong expectations. I’d love your thoughts if you (or Joy) get a chance to read: http://f-m-u.com/Blog/marriage-expectations-make-sense/ .

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    • Jennifer Adams thinks...

      “Truth is, it’s not reality that disappoints us. It’s our sky-high and unrealistic expectations of it.”

      Love that! Reality in itself is not necessarily the problem. The problem with reality is our expectations of reality. Our reality will not be a fairy-tale, but it can be good…and bad…and frustrating, but ultimately good. For Christians, we can look at our reality, relationally or otherwise, and know that “all things work together for good” (Romans 8:28). Relationships are work, and work is not a bad thing. If our expectation going into a relationship is that there will be work, but that the work can be fun and rewarding, the reality of having to work in relationships will not devastate us.

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    • Renea McKenzie (@reneamac) thinks...

      “But in the end, I was still quietly hoping for a fairytale and nothing on this side of heaven can truly satisfy any of us, which is a good thing. We always keep longing for more, because that is how God wired us.”

      I’d never heard it that way before. And now it’s so plainly true. Thank you.

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    • Nathan thinks...

      This is an excellent article. I have heard so many people put unrealistic expectations on relationships. I know guys that struggle with pornography who believe that marriage will solve their lust problems. I know several women who believe that being married will somehow thrust them into like a fairytale and they are going to be treated like a princess. When they enter their relationships, they are disappointed. The lust is still there and complicating things. The woman finds out that men aren’t knights in shining armor riding a white horse. The reality is that we all struggle with junk in our lives. When we get into relationships, we introduce the other person’s struggles into our lives and introduce our struggles into their lives. We should use that opportunity to help each other overcome struggles, thus building a stronger, more intimate relationship.

      Sometimes, I think ministers should end weddings with, “Welcome to marriage, where your dreams and fantasies are quickly crushed by reality.” On the other hand, maybe the minister should start the premarital counseling sessions with that.

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