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Illumination Guests: Justin and Trisha Davis – What I Wish I Knew

When I used to direct my parent’s Love and Respect conferences, I would always hear the phrase, “If only I knew then, what I know now.” There is so much we can learn from hearing the stories and wisdom of those who have done marriage and relationships longer than us. Though everyone’s stories will be different, and while I don’t think there’s a formula to fit everyone’s definition of success, I believe we will all be the wiser for listening to what Trisha Davis has to say about her journey with Justin these first 17 years of marriage.

While I haven’t had the privilege of meeting Trisha yet, Justin and I were introduced at Catalyst this year. One of the things I take note of when I observe* people is how everyone else responds to them. I have a number of friends whose opinion I respect and everyone seems to love Justin and Trisha. Therefore, I’m excited to share them and their wisdom with you…

*I’m always watching. Just like The Observer. (Name the TV show that has “The Observer” and you get 3,485 gold stars.)

Photo Credit: Lauren Dubinsky

What I Wish I Knew

By: Trisha Davis

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My husband Justin and I met in college in 1993 , started dating in January 1994 and were married in July 1995. We were age 20 and 21, respectively.  We thought we knew everything about marriage because we were so in love. We weren’t going to struggle like other couples, because we loved each other more than other couples. Man, we were wrong!

We were clueless about marriage. But our story is a story of redemption and so we want to redeem our mistakes by sharing them with you.

So welcome to THE LIST! It is a list of lightbulb moments—things I wish I’d known before I got married. It is by no means exhaustive, but after almost 18 years of marriage my hope is that by sharing it with you, it will help you prepare for or grow in your marriage.

1. Doing everything the “right way” in my marriage won’t fix all the brokenness of my past.

Justin and I got married young. For the most part we grew up in homes that, although dysfunctional, manifested love, and our parents loved each other. My parents separated two years after I got married and soon after divorced. It rocked the foundation of everything I knew marriage to be. I was naive to the real struggles my parents were facing and had to come to terms with my own brokenness. This fueled a very unhealthy fire in me to do everything “right” in MY marriage so that NOTHING would go wrong.

2. Love is a choice, not a feeling.

Have you ever looked at an elderly couple that still hold hands and look upon one another with complete endearment and wonder, “How do I get that?” What I have learned is that love is not an emotion but rather a choice. Love is not about choosing each other but rather a daily choice to choose God. When I love Justin through my emotions and feelings alone, I am left disappointed most of the time. But when I choose to love God and allow the Holy Spirit to prompt me in how to love Justin amazing intimacy takes place; the crazy kind of love that even in your old age makes you reach out for the hand of your spouse and with just a look communicate “I love you.”

3. Physical intimacy WILL BE CONFUSING!

Whether you knew a lot about sex going into your marriage or not, it’s one of the most confusing parts of marriage. Sex is not just about attraction, but a deep spiritual connection like nothing on the planet. It is as much a physical need as it is a spiritual need so why is it so hard to completely understand? Why is it that one seems to long for sex way more than the other? Why is that one seems to never long for it at all?

I wish I knew before Justin and I got married how a man’s body is designed. That sex is TRULY a physical need and not a selfish request. That sex is just as much about an emotional need as it is a physical need. But mostly I wish I understood the beauty and irreplaceable role sex plays in growing our marriage spiritually.

4. Doing it my way isn’t always the best way.

Justin and I were married for 4 months before I got pregnant with our son Micah. In fact, Micah was born 5 days after our one-year anniversary. We were learning how to do life as a team of two, and before we could figure that out, we quickly became a team of three! We both took claim of different areas of our marriage and decided that MY WAY was the BEST WAY. Justin held onto our finances with an iron fist and I was psycho-baby-momma that made sure Micah was taken care of the right way… MY WAY… at all times.

God has brought us together as a team, not as opposing sides. We learned to trust each other and accepted how each of us went about daily life. So I may have chosen to change Micah’s diaper sooner than Justin thought to. And maybe I didn’t balance the checkbook in a timely fashion as he did. In the end, those small details don’t matter! What matters is that we know that we are there for each other and that we are always assuming the best of each other … even when our best looks very different.

5. The difference between TRUST and FEAR.

Justin and I are very open about the fact that he had an affair in the past.  And because of this, our story would lead one to think that I have a right to fear that Justin will have another affair. Or that Justin should fear that one day I would eventually leave him because of his choices. This type of fearful thinking is so destructive. Fear says that you will not survive the fallout of losing your spouse, so live in suspicion in order to catch him/her when he/she messes up.

Trust says…
I am fully aware that in trusting I’m being vulnerable to being hurt (again.)

Trust says…
“I am for you” and “I am thinking the best of you”…not the worst.

Trust says…
I am going to love my spouse with reckless abandonment just as Jesus did for me when He came and died on the cross.

Trust says…
I will love my spouse without fear, but with hope that the Holy Spirit will guide me to love my spouse.

Trust says…
“God, I will love my spouse fearlessly, thinking the best of them at all times” and “If my spouse chooses to leave me, YOU will never leave me or forsake me.”

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Questions

Which point on THE LIST resonated most with you and your experience?

What are some other points you would add to THE LIST of things you wish you knew before marriage?

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Justin and Trisha Davis know all too well the dangers of settling for an ordinary marriage. Their own failure to recognize the warning signs almost resulted in the end of their marriage, their family, and their ministry. Justin and Trisha are bloggers, authors, speakers and founders of RefineUs Ministries. Sharing their story of pain, loss and redemption, RefineUs is igniting a movement to build healthy marriages and families. They are the co-authors of their first book, Beyond Ordinary: When a Good Marriage Just Isn’t Good Enough, published by Tyndale House Publishers. The Davises are bloggers and teachers who make their home in Nashville, TN with their three boys. 

Watch the Beyond Ordinary book trailer HERE. Join the Beyond Ordinary conversation with the hashtag #beyondordinary. Read the first TWO chapters of Beyond Ordinary HERE.

Follow RefineUs Ministries on Facebook HERE. Find Justin on Twitter HERE and Trisha HERE.

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    • RGBA thinks...

      Fringe

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      • Joy thinks...

        CORRECT!!! I heart Walter.

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        • RGBA thinks...

          Aside from his inclination to self-medicate, he is pretty cool!

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    • amber thinks...

      I wish I knew that some men may be sexual addicts and it will rock your world and just about destroy you. NO one talks about this

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      • Joy thinks...

        I’m so sorry to hear that you went through this Amber. It is so prevalent and I do wish more people were talking about it, but the conversations are increasing. I haven’t talked about full on addiction- which needs serious attention, but I’ve talked about porn, lust and fantasy to some degree on my site:
        https://loveandrespectnow.com/2010/03/fantasy-is-not-reality/
        https://loveandrespectnow.com/2010/12/ask-joy-phone-conversations-and-porn-confrontations/
        https://loveandrespectnow.com/2011/03/ask-joy-lusting-larry-fearful-fawn-j-crew-carl-pt-1/

        More and more women are dealing with sexual addiction too. https://loveandrespectnow.com/2012/03/ask-joy-women-watching-porn/

        There are some resources on the resource page that might be of assistance to you. Again, I’m so sorry – as this is such a betrayal in marriage.
        https://loveandrespectnow.com/resources/recommended-resources/

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      • martin thinks...

        Sorry to hear about your hurt Amber.

        In many cases, the addict isn’t intending to destroy. Far from it. I completely understand that everyone feels hurt as a result of betrayal, even when the betrayer is acting out against his/her own convictions.

        However, when we feel “destroyed” or project evil intentions on others, it’s important to recognize that our exaggerated feelings are usually the product of both the person hurting us, and our own wounds and insecurities.

        It’s important to remember we are responsible for our own feelings. We need to ask God what he is teaching us about ourselves in those painful situations.

        The problem with porn (and why it is explosive) is that it hits both men and women in our most sensitive spot… our feelings of (un)acceptance.

        Peace

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      • Kait thinks...

        I wish I had known this could manifest itself even in a dating relationship! I’ve only just realized & begun to process the depth of my now-ex’s sexual addiction recently, and oh my goodness “rock your world” does not begin to describe it. I can only imagine how much deeper the absolute heartache goes when you’re married. My heart really goes out to you!

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    • A. Darling thinks...

      1. Trust and Fear!
      My Ex-Wife committed adultery and ended up ending our marriage with a divorce a short time later. I was totally naïve of it and would’ve never expected it to happen. I now have that fear of being naïve and it happening again and am totally trusting in God that he will heal me of it and I will have full trust, confidence and love in my next wife. I pray there will be no fear in my future love!

      1 John 4:18; There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love.

      2. What point(s) would I add?
      2.a) I would add Financial Peace University. I went through the program one month after my ex-wife left — while I was trying to fill my time with as much church activity as I could — and it so changed the way I looked at finances. Being financial difficulties are the #1 cause for divorce in America; I think this program provides great foundations for communications and understanding in the area of finances and would help so many folks, single or married.
      2.b) Obviously watching the Love & Respect dvd’s.

      3. Financial Peace University and Love & Respect DVDs are my default gifts for friends/family of mine when they get married. Those two items alone would’ve protected and maybe even saved my marriage.

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    • Fawn Weaver (@HappyWivesClub) thinks...

      I love that Trisha said, Love is a choice, not a feeling.” So many miss that and the many opportunities that present itself once you realize that. Realizing that both love and happiness are a choice has allowed me to have a pretty rockin’ marriage! Thanks for sharing 🙂

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    • Mai Bateson thinks...

      Hi Trisha Davis! This is Mai at the Happy Wives Club and Fawn wanted to make sure you saw the note that our Thursday link up party has now moved to Marriage Mondays – beginning today. We want to get all our favorite married bloggers linking up every Monday so we hope you’ll join us.

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